I will have a difficult time explaining why I am here without being laughed at or thrown out of the group. I am trying to understand my sudden urges to be in the woods alone and sing in a language I do not understand but using the same words over and over. I am 3/4Th Irish and 1/4 Cherokee and I am overwhelmed by my feelings and instincts of NEEDING to do certain things and by visions that I have had. I would like to explore these feelings more with someone that would perhaps understand. I am not afraid of any of these feelings. At times of great need they bring me great peace. I want to learn as much as I can about any thing I can. I use a lot of nature for my ailments and I do smudging ceremonies although I am not sure that I am doing them correctly, I hope The Great Creator understands I am truly a babe in the woods, but the words are from the heart.